I Refuse to Be Afraid of Me

A place to pause, to be seen, and to return to the truth within you

Have you ever been scared of you?

Scared of what God placed inside of you, so you find yourself downplaying the very thing He called you to carry?

You shrink.
You soften it.
You play the background.

Not because you’re ill-equipped.
Not because you’re insecure.
Not because you lack anything.

But simply because you’re scared.

Scared of the what ifs.
Scared of the weight.
Scared of the power behind what God clearly entrusted to your hands.

Scared of the parts of you that truly identify who you are
and who you’re becoming.

And if I’m honest, I’ve been there.

But something in me shifted.

I decided I don’t want to be scared anymore.

I want to pour.
I want to give exactly what the Lord has placed in me to give,
not from my own strength,
but from His.

Not by power.
Not by might.
But by the Spirit of the Lord.

Fear still tries to creep in, quiet, familiar, persistent.
It always finds a way to knock.

But I don’t live there anymore.

I don’t sit there anymore.

I want everything the Lord has for me,
fully, freely, without shrinking back.


Selah.

What have you been shrinking to protect?
What part of you have you silenced because it felt too weighty to carry out loud?

And what would it look like
to finally give it room to breathe?


Begin Here

Today, don’t overthink it.

Say yes in a small way.
Speak when you would have stayed quiet.
Create what you have been holding back.
Show up as the version of you God already sees.

You don’t have to force it.
You don’t have to perform.

Just… stop shrinking.


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